Whenever I'm In Mood

I don't know if I crazy enough to love someone that has a lot of risks to love. You're the mess I know from the start, but I keep running to you anyway. Yes, it is irrational kind of adolescent's mind. But I never regret it. People said love is blind, I said love is love. You're the perfect mess, sharp human. I didn't know that I was desperate for affection before I met you. Now you're here, always say yes to the crazy things I want to do. Karaoke to the song which has an African lyrics which we don't know how to pronounce it. Dance to Russian song and ruin your house with our dance moves. Can't stop thanking to your mom and dad.  Without them, you'll never exist in this messy yet comely world. Maybe I'll read this note in our wedding.  Oh, my cute dream that I always hope to happen.  I like the way you laugh at my jokes, funny or not, you laughed. I like your touch, and every layers of my skin does. I always want to be your wallet, so I can go w...

Whenever I listen to our song, it took me back when we drove home in the night. We never say it is our song by the way, but I declared it by myself that this is our song. It just remind me to you so bad. Also I can feel your presence. I can feel that night, when we went outside of the city, you were driving, we were listening to the same music over and over again. I felt the butterflies dancing in my stomach. I felt my heart squeezed by an invisible hand. Do you remember our fingers was crushing many times when we were about to set the volume? I felt the electricity when our fingers touched each other. Also I remember, when I kept screaming inside my head that "I DON'T WANT THIS NIGHT TO BE END". Thousand times I said that. Now, when I listen to this song it just break my heart, it is like torn apart like Canada island. Well, Canada islands is a bad example to describe it. But it is complicated.  That song just remind me that we just two people that doesn't meant to b...