FUC--D UP BEYOND ALL RECOGNITION

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The urge to run, but watching friends die,
Pain that cuts deeper than the wounds we bear,
Pain so sharp, you wish for death,
Anything to escape this nightmare.

I used to love the beach,
The wave sounds, birds chirping, the peace in the air
But now all I hear are gunshots, bombs, 
prayers and screams,
"Medic! I need morphine! Mom, I want to go home"
These are the melodies that haunt my ears.

I used to love the beach
The beautiful scenery, blue skies and ocean,
But all I see now are,
Ocean runs red, 
And friends wash ashore, lifeless.

A letter in my pocket
With a place that I wrote "Somewhere in France"
Dog tags collected from fallen friends clink together,
And the thought fills my head—
"How if I'm not live that long enough to write back?"





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