BE A TEENAGER IN 2012 - 2015

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 September 21, 2023


This is where all begin, I'm listening to my high school playlist and it brings back all the memories and stuff I like in high school. For the record, in high school I was kinda like drama girl, all the teenage drama and Korean drama influenced me to be one.

I never taste the love life in high school, just one sided love, kinda pitty myself for not experience high school's love that people keep telling that is the best love story in their teenage life. Nah, but myself in high school have her own daydream crush, it was Cameron Dallas, who didn't know him? He was so popular along with Lele Pons and other Vines Artist. Cute guy, huh? I also have a crush in high school, someone that I adore so much but no one knew about him, hmmm there was one actually, my friend knew it, Nanda knew it. He kept falling in love with my close friend.

Hmmm what else that happened in high school? How about friends? Friendship in high school was not as beautiful as in middle school. I had some close friends, in fact there was one girl that I felt really close, too bad it was not really good situation for me back than. I didn't a gut to say my thought back then... If I have a chance to go back to high school, I think I'll be a better friend. All girls who were close to me in high school were had a boyfriend, me? Nope. I was just a hopeless romantic girl, and they came to me for a love advice, come on???

What was something hyped in high school? iPhone 4 , I guess, iPhone 5 was released when I was in high school, it was hella expensive. Suddenly my friends had iPhone 4 and an iPod. Vines also was hyped, even I didn't have vines account I still can figure it out from instagram. I always wanted to be Lele Pons in high school, fun friendship, fun school. I also day dreamed about made a funny short video. EDM in high school was really cool, Hardwell, Ingrosso, and you name it lah. Everyone loved EDM back then. Still can't believe those songs now is 10 years old.

Something that I loved in 2012-2015 was a John Green's novels, The Fault in Our Stars? Come on, it was every girl's bible. I also read Paper Towns, Let it Snow, An Abundance of Katherines, damn I wanted to live in John Green's universe. Besides that, I really wanted to have a love story like ATM Thailand Series.

I remember rode my motorcycle around Bandung alone with no driving license, bought some DVDs alone, watched it in my living room. What a good time to be alive. Even thought my family's situation was not in positive energy. I also stressed out in high school, went hospitalized bunch of time. No one knew that I was stressed.

High school, was not the best time of my teenage life, but I do thank God for whatever happened in high school. Do I want to re-do all my high school memories? Yes, I want to change it haha. Well, here I attach my high school playlist, hope you like it and can relate it when the music bring you travel to all your high school memories:

https://spotify.link/w2LcO68VgDb

Nadila J. Islamiaty

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