HARDLY POSSIBLE TO BE WITH YOU

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 Don’t you remember, I’ve told you that it will be a moment when we will be strangers again?

Guess this is the beginning of it, I will know you forever as a man who gone and hurt me

I thought you will stay for only a couple of weeks, but you are still here, even though I let you go

Play the fool, as always, for a thousand time

I’m starting to think God designed me as an ugly friend

“Her crushes falling in love with her best friend? that’s cruel”, “yes it is”


I know how this is gonna end, been there and done that when I was younger

Hiding my worst emotion, play it cool, and always support any path my love choose

Can we just go back when the time is only us and nobody?

For the obvious reason, I want us


Letting you go, and seeing you with her now

All the giggles you got with her sound like a breaking glass to me

But the less I know, the better it is


When I’m alone, here I am drunk and writing things about you

My brain loves to re-watch the memory of when you saw me half naked

Late-night conversation and karaoke we had on new year's eve

It’s a mistake I let you in, but it’s not a mistake I let you go

You are supposed not to be in my heart, that’s the perfect place for you


NADILA J. ISLAMIATY

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